I'm not feeling it

I have barely been working at all. I mean AT ALL and I AIN'T FEELING IT! I don't know if I have been fired of if there just hasn't been any work. The Weather has been fine and not raining. Well starting tomorrow I am going to officially start looking for a job. I cant sit back waiting for them to decide what they want to do with me. As far as I know I'm not on some type of Suspension or probation unless I haven't been informed of it. At this point I'm willing to drive anything just to be working period. I might end up doing something I don't really want to do but what else am I to do? I cant afford to not be working, Hell its almost Christmas time.

Where did it go wrong

I hate looking for a job. I have to get a driving report every time I walk in to submit a application. Them driving reports is $5 bucks a pop and I know $ 5 bucks is not alot but that's one for every job. Then some places still want you to fax in your resume. Who owns a Fax machine in 2007? That means I have to go to Kinko's to fax my resume. Is Kinko's still in business? I haven't been in a Kinko's in years. The worst part is that I have a job so its not like I am in dire need of a job but I need a better one then the one I have.

New Car Or New Place to live

I need to make a change. Do something different you know. I have been debating on buying a new car or moving to a bigger and better place to call home. I honestly don't want a car note. Its not that I cant afford it because I just don't want make that payment every month. I wouldn't have a problem paying more in rent every month but I don't want to make a car note especially on a car I only plan to drive on the weekends. That's $400 or month on something I don't plan to use daily. Now no offense to the people that pay car notes, its just not for me. Whats strange is that I have no problem with the idea of making a payment on a Harley every month but that's something I would get alot more use out of personally. I have a car and my wife has a car but there nothing special you know, just some old Toyota's. We would both much rather have a place to live that has all the things we want unlike the place where in now that has nothing we want in it. We have been here alot most 2 years and I was ready to move the first month we where here.

Work Sucks

Man, this job is really killing me right now. I'm not enjoying it at all anymore. I'm not working much and its just all around stressful there. People have been fired and everyone is walking around on Pins and Needles. I need a new Job ASAP. I wish i had been able to apply at Allied Waste when I was there but the crazy lady wouldnt let me since I didnt have my S.S card. That was a week ago so......................................... Today my moms was telling me about a driving job for the city, hopefully that comes thru.