No Procrastination in 08

Procrastination is my biggest down fall. I would prolly be so much better off in life if I didn't procrastinate. I put off doing some of the most important things in my life. I don't know where I get it from. I hate that I do it but I can't seem to help it. I don't know what the hell I be waiting for. Its not even like I put off doing hard stuff, I put off doing simple stuff. I sabotage my own life. I got to stop doing this. That's my goal for the New Year! No Procrastination in '08.

I Passed

I had been taking a class at a community college this past semester. Well that is finally over. I ended with a C. Honestly all I wanted to do was pass the class so Im cool with that. one thing I did learn from the class is that I don't really have any interest in the subject. I mean if I got a job doing it I would take it since the pay would be GREAT but I don't want to study that shit lol.

I guess for now I'll just study to get the rest of the endorsements on my license so I can get a better driving job till I decide what I want to do with my life. God I wish I knew what that was.

Its working

Its finally working. Im able to use blogger from my T-mobile Wing. I wonder how long this will last? Maybe now my blog will be updated more often...... doubt it but who knows.

I'm not feeling it

I have barely been working at all. I mean AT ALL and I AIN'T FEELING IT! I don't know if I have been fired of if there just hasn't been any work. The Weather has been fine and not raining. Well starting tomorrow I am going to officially start looking for a job. I cant sit back waiting for them to decide what they want to do with me. As far as I know I'm not on some type of Suspension or probation unless I haven't been informed of it. At this point I'm willing to drive anything just to be working period. I might end up doing something I don't really want to do but what else am I to do? I cant afford to not be working, Hell its almost Christmas time.

Where did it go wrong

I hate looking for a job. I have to get a driving report every time I walk in to submit a application. Them driving reports is $5 bucks a pop and I know $ 5 bucks is not alot but that's one for every job. Then some places still want you to fax in your resume. Who owns a Fax machine in 2007? That means I have to go to Kinko's to fax my resume. Is Kinko's still in business? I haven't been in a Kinko's in years. The worst part is that I have a job so its not like I am in dire need of a job but I need a better one then the one I have.

New Car Or New Place to live

I need to make a change. Do something different you know. I have been debating on buying a new car or moving to a bigger and better place to call home. I honestly don't want a car note. Its not that I cant afford it because I just don't want make that payment every month. I wouldn't have a problem paying more in rent every month but I don't want to make a car note especially on a car I only plan to drive on the weekends. That's $400 or month on something I don't plan to use daily. Now no offense to the people that pay car notes, its just not for me. Whats strange is that I have no problem with the idea of making a payment on a Harley every month but that's something I would get alot more use out of personally. I have a car and my wife has a car but there nothing special you know, just some old Toyota's. We would both much rather have a place to live that has all the things we want unlike the place where in now that has nothing we want in it. We have been here alot most 2 years and I was ready to move the first month we where here.

Work Sucks

Man, this job is really killing me right now. I'm not enjoying it at all anymore. I'm not working much and its just all around stressful there. People have been fired and everyone is walking around on Pins and Needles. I need a new Job ASAP. I wish i had been able to apply at Allied Waste when I was there but the crazy lady wouldnt let me since I didnt have my S.S card. That was a week ago so......................................... Today my moms was telling me about a driving job for the city, hopefully that comes thru.

Being married is not easy. Its not hard either. It takes some effort from both people. Its not for stubborn people or people that don't like any change in there life. Well may be it is for them but its stressful on there spouse and that's a fact! My wife is very stubborn and stuck in her ways. She doesn't embrace change. I still love her deeply and no matter how much she pisses me off I have a hard time seeing myself with out her.

Anyway, work is going pretty good and the work has been pretty steady. I wonder how it will be once it starts raining. They say the work slows down when its raining. That makes me a little worried but I guess I could always go get another job right? Like finding jobs are easy these days.

Yo that Messy Slick Cd Is Cracking! Its a Mitchy Slick and Messy Merv joint CD.

CANT TELL ME NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm trying to bring some life to this blog once again. I been looking at this Screen for a minute. Every time I get read to start typing something grabs my attention on TV or the phone rings. Its hot as fuck in this damn house. I don't know what this blog is going to be about yet since I don't really have anything going on in my life right now.

I been married a year now. I must say I am surprised it has lasted this long. I thought she would have been tired of my shit by now. I'm not a bad husband, I'm just prolly not a good one. I do the best I can with what I have. I go to work and I bring the money home. What more could she ask for right? I bet she would love it if I cleaned the kitchen like I said I would. 5 Years we been together and we still getting to know each other.

I got my Motorcycle Permit a week or 2 ago and I cant wait to go take my MSF class in Sept, we agreed I would wait till then to take it. I bought my Helmet on Tuesday and I still need to get my Gloves. Hopefully I will have my money and credit together by next year so I can get my Harley!