Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Happy Birthday To Me

I'm so tired of being poor. I have been depressed for the last week. I haven't felt like this since 2002. I thought I had this thing beat, guess I was wrong. I don't like feeling like this. I hate feeling out of control.

My wife took me out to see Bill Burr this weekend at the Punchline Comedy club in San francisco. He was hella funny, we laughed the whole time. We caught the 10PM show and I forgot my jacket so I was freezing standing outside waiting for our show to start. I watch a lot of stand up comedy on TV but its much better in person. If you get a chance to see Bill Burr live you should check him out. This was my 4th comedy show I have gone too. I've seen Tony Rock(Chris Rock's brother), he was pretty funny. Mike Epps SUCKED! I think he might have been completely drunk and just winged the show by saying the funny parts from the movies he has been in. Ricky Smiley, I've seen him Twice and he was funny both times. There are still a few people I would like to see live like Patrice O'neal, Paton Oswald, Brian Posian and Jim Norton.

I wish I had the space to get my T-shirt business going. I want to make my own shirts so I need space.

Monday, September 01, 2008

Breath

Hello young world.

I just wrote this long blog about this car I used to own and what I was doing with my life when I owned it. With the click of one button I deleted it all. Maybe one day I will write it again but not right now.

I couldn't find any stores that sold plain Polo shirts in my size. By plain I mean no logos and basic colors. I'm about 6feet tall and weigh about 245 pounds. I need at least a 3xl shirt. I can't do the hipster little shirts. I went to Casual Men XL. Its a big and tall men's store. Finding pants isn't a problem. Now I gotta get a couple more slacks and a few button up shirts for this City job that's coming up.

Look like this house thing is gonna be postponed a few months while my father clears up some fraud on his Credit report. He does have a 750 Credit score even with the fraud on his report. I'm to scared to even see my score. I know its lowwwwwwwwwww, prolly a low 500 score. That's what's stopping me from having my Harley. Can't get a loan with a score that low. I just 13K and I could be Ground Pounding. Can't find a Co-signer for my loan. One day ima make this happen.

I got to many wants and not enough money.